There are a few days though, that the whole process isn't as easy. The scenes aren't there, not even the symbolically depressing ones—those take effort too. These are survival-mode days. Eating three meals, using the toilet and surviving 24 hours is a victory, albeit not one you feel much like celebrating. Taking a picture, loading it, photoshoping and writing a blog feels like an impossibly difficult and unnecessary task akin to playing a pickup game of basketball while trying to survive a trek across the Sahara. Impossibly unnecessary.
I haven't taken my daily picture yet today. As I am writing this, I have no idea what the photo above is going to be. Maybe I'll post it down below. That's a good idea. It's fitting. Chronological order.
The last thing I want to do right now is find my camera, think of a subject and snap a photo. It feels forced... but... here we go.
53/365
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